Long Day Ahead
by Anna Maria Junus
“Where am I?”
“Dead.” The
woman in the blue dress said. “Follow me.” She turned, clipboard in hand and
walked away.
“Hold it!” I
ran up to her. “What do you mean, dead?”
She stopped
and sighed. “I mean dead. As in no longer living on earth. You’re dead.
Toasted. Kaput.”
I stared
around at me. It wasn’t some ethereal place with white clouds. It looked like a
garden. “How can I be dead?”
“It happens
when you’re heart stops beating. You die.”
“What are
you talking about? I was just at a party. I was talking to Chris Wiseman. He
was hitting on me and…”
“You know
those pills you took at that party? It can do that to you. Kill you.”
“But, I’d
never done anything like that before. How can I be dead?”
“It only
takes once. For you it just happened to be the first time. It could have been
worse. You could have lived through it, become addicted, robbed from your
parents, sold your body on the street and then eventually died, an old woman at
23, alone in a gutter. Consider yourself lucky.”
“Lucky! I’m
dead.”
“There are
worse things. Dead around here simply means you don’t live down there anymore.
Think of it as a change of residence.”
“But was it
my time?”
“No. But
you made it your time. It happens. Plans are made for you, but you can change
them, or someone else can.”
“But it’s
not fair! I’m not ready to die! I haven’t lived yet! I'm only sixteen!”
“Honey, don’t
talk to me about fair. You got sent to a place where you lived in a nice house
and had parents who love you, and you went to a good school. You had food on
the table and nice clothes. You got it better than most. You could have had
more, but…like I said, plans change. Now follow me.”
“But, where
is the white light and the loving arms that are supposed to enfold me?”
“Sweetie,
you’re loved. But the ones who’s arms your waiting for, well, they’ve got
others who didn’t go and do something stupid to themselves. That’s who they’re
greeting right now. The ones who tried. The ones who made the most of their
time on earth. The ones who didn’t get fair in the first place. You’ll have
your turn, but you have to wait. In the meantime, follow me.” She turned away
from me and walked several feet down the path, her high heels, that perfectly
matched the flowing blue dress, clicked against the stones.
“Follow you
where?” I said running to keep up.
“To your job.”
“My job?
But, don’t I get to rest, or play a harp or something?”
“Can you
play the harp?”
“Well, no.”
“Well,
until you can, we can’t use you as a harp player, now can we?”
“Do I get
wings?”
She
snorted. “Wings? What do you think you are? A bird?”
“I thought
I was an angel.”
“You are,
sweetie. You are. Now come on, spit, spot. There’s work to be done.”
“Do I get a
lunch break?”
She ignored
me and kept walking. I tried to keep up.
This was
going to be a long day.
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